Poetry and Ponderings: A Journey of Abuse and Healing Through Poetry
In this rare collection of nonfiction Christian poetry and prose based on real life experiences, Diamante Lavendar, a victim of abuse, shows the reader the raw emotions of pain, hate, and denial that occur before a victim of abuse can find a way to heal from the pains of assault. Knowing herself the very difficult journey of being a victim, Diamante was abused as a child, and turned to alcohol and drugs to numb the pain. Many years later, she started to heal under God’s watchful eyes and was able to find love in her life again. She shares these truly inspiring, religious poems in the hopes that it may help other victims heal their hurts, as she did while writing the poetry collection.
How I came to review this book:
I posted one of Ms. Lavendar’s poems for Poetry Wednesday. She emailed me to review her chapbook. I received a pdf of the print book for this review.
These poems have a Christian spiritual theme. Raw emotions fill the pages.
I know I should just review content, but I need to say something about the book formatting because it influenced my reading of the author’s poetry. Many of the poems span a couple of pages, being broken by images of branches (like the one on the cover). I found the breaks distracting. When I noticed the branch on the bottom of the page, my mind believed the poem to have ended. However, a couple of stanzas remained on the following page, sometimes underneath another branch. The branches interrupted the poetry’s flow, impeding my reading. Perhaps in the printed form it flows better.
With that said, I can continue to the content.
As you read through the book, the poetry transitions from dark to light, from pain to healing. The poems themselves are a mix of powerful, beautiful, profound, raw, emotional, succinct, and rambling. Some speak to me, some are silent, and some remind me of other poems I have read over the years.
After reading the last page, I felt as though Ms. Lavendar brought me with her on her emotional journey. Her poetry is personal. Writing it probably aided her healing process from the abuse in her life.
A woman breaks free of her past to revel in the goodness of the present.
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